You’ll never understand. I know.
It’s just the way it is.
You’ll never understand how I feel,
And I’m glad. It is what it is.
You’ll never understand why I,
Am the way I am.
You’ll always see me as less than you;
And it’s okay. I am what I am.
You’ll never understand, yet still,
I wish you’d at least try;
Though I don’t blame you for not wanting to,
Life is short and too soon we die.
You’ll never understand, my dear,
How much I wish to be…
Free from the blueprints of memory.
Wave goodbye. What will be, will be.
K. Aldaya, 1/4/18