I had no right to refuse you,
For I had no rights at all.
You locked me within your eyes,
And from then on I was all…
You could see.
You gazed at me with doting eyes,
While you bled your victims dry.
You didn’t plan to kill me too,
And I didn’t want to die…
Just like them.
You stared into my eyes so deep.
You invaded my brain.
I became your loving home,
And you drove me insane…
With your thoughts.
Pleasure and pain you intermix.
As you love, so do you cry.
You drown me in your tears and rage,
While I lie still and try…
To go home.
Yet there’s no home to go back to,
Nor any door you cannot access.
You and I, we share this home,
And trying to escape: a hopeless…
You walk these halls eternally,
And you, my fate, have judged.
The walls are made of bitter tears,
And each bloody lash is smudged…
I have no right to hate you,
For I have no rights at all.
You stole far down into my soul,
And from then on you were all…
That I am.
The criminal and the victim.
The loved and the lost.
The guilty and the innocent.
The vessel which you tossed…
To the side…
K. Aldaya, 3/10/17