I can’t think,…my brain is failing me.
What do you think? Am I at fault?
My body fails me,….I can’t move it right.
What would you think of me if I just lie on this asphalt?
It’s said control is illusory,
Yet losing control is insanity;
So what would you think if I lie here?
What would you think if I don’t disagree?
If I lie here and let it all go…
If I just stay here, and give up control?
Would it be crazy to stop fighting it?
Would it be crazy to accept no control?
I can’t think,…am I at fault?
Should I keep trying to control illusion,
Or should I just lie here,… on the asphalt?
K. Aldaya, 1/18/16