You truly don’t know what the hours can bring,
The shrill stinging-winters, and fresh buds of Spring.
The seasons hastily wither on,
All entangled and used as a pawn,
In the deaths nights discernibly bring.
The graveyards are open for guests or the dead,
And isn’t that you when you sleep in your bed,
Dreaming of a consistent view,
Agreeable to aspirations in you?
Which disintegrate, with all I’ve said.
Don’t worry my plot has been worked myriad ages,
Slumbering shallow there, in ordered stages.
Tombstone reads, “Here lies the dead”,
And yes, I’m still lying here in my bed,
Citing forth head-words to pages.
You truly don’t know what the hours carry,
Floating o’er my ossuary.
I’ve bled, and bled, and bled to live;
But to ghosts, time cannot give,
Blindness to what all can see.
(So just leave your knife inside of me.)
I remember the smell of damp death and earth,
And the screaming silence of broken-birth,
Driven to solace with your purging-pain,
A blade of turmoil and chaos to the brain.
For you see?….
Your souls’ deathbed was granted as my worth.
K. Aldaya, 7/13/05
Picture: “Feet Strapped Down in Bed” by Mary Ellen Mark: http://www.maryellenmark.com/; http://www.bulgergallery.com/dynamic/images/display/Mary_Ellen_Mark_Feet_Strapped_Down_in_Bed_1976_c1976_1858_41.jpg